Go change and stop whining

If you don't like where you are now, go change it.

you're not a tree!

Pretend,Pretending,Pretender

im pretending
you're pretending
we're all pretending

i pretend to look strong
i fight off the loneliness and keep my insanity with pretending
wearing all those masks really helps me.

I dont think its a problem, because
we're all a pretender anyway

Sleeping in

i had the strangest dream last night, everything was exactly how it seemed.

there was never any mystery, or who shot john F. kennedy. he's just someone who need to prove something.

dont wake me up, i plan on sleeping in :)

little wonders

Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in
Let your clarity define you

In the end

We will only just remember how it feels

These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain

Let it slide
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine,
Till you feel it all around you

All of my regret
Will wash away somehow

But I cannot forget the way I feel right now

God, let me forgive and forget =)

what I write this for

I write to remind me about:

- something that i've finally burried and forget

- something that i've ever had

- something big that affects my life at that time

and after all, to remind me that finally everything will be just another story at the end.

someday, i will just laugh about everything ive ever written here :).

emptiness

My cool preceptor, aik han told me about the concept of emptiness budhism. Everything in our life actually is meaningless. There would be a mean in what you did because you give some meanings on it,it could be negative or positive meaning.so, if you can't be happy with ur life, the problem is not in your life but its in yourself. You have to put positive meaning on your mind,body,and life. cool right? I agree with him :)

I aint going back, I'm moving forward :)

Shit happens, right? Bahkan waktu kita gak lagi pengen boker hehehehe... But you gotta flush it anyway. Dalam hidup banyak hal terjadi tak seperti yang kita inginkan. Dalam hidup banyak hal tidak berakhir seperti yang kita harapkan. Ia seringkali menjungkirbalikkan kita, ke puncak awan tertinggi, ke dasar jurang terdalam. Ia acapkali mengombang-ambingkan kita, antara banyak pilihan sulit, antara banyak keputusan penting, antara banyak situasi pelik. But in the end, it’s always the best. Always.